Untitled Masterwork

By: Mark Maurer

"Happiness is not easy," Said Johnathan.  "I walked the long beach of San Padre.  Chasing the waves." He paused.

"Rick Tage entered.  "the hell you doin' with that Madagascar token ring, Chico??"

"This ain't a circus, fancypants."

"Sam Ransanthem is arriving at the dock Tuesday.  I've got a quarter mil that says that I own you.  Now bend over and pick up that over-sized paperweight."

Tage bends over and picks it up.

"I know décor and god dammit, orange NEVER goes with fuscia, Chico!"

He takes the toothpick out of his mouth.  "Mind you, San Juan, I'm not a Spaniard, but I'll keep that stereotypically depressing nickname if that's what it takes."

Johnathan reacts with a startling grimace.  "That's what it takes"

(fades to black)

FIN.

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L'amour est patiente, elle est pleine de bonté; l'amour n'est point envieuse; l'amour ne se vante point, elle ne s'enfle point d'orgueil, elle ne fait rien de malhonnLte, elle ne cherche point son intérLt, elle ne s'irrite point, elle ne soupçonne point le mal, elle ne se réjouit point de l'injustice, mais elle se réjouit de la vérité; elle excuse tout, elle croit tout, elle espPre tout, elle supporte tout. l'amour ne périt jamais.

my world doesn't revolve around me. not even close.

its 225.

i need to get up at like 10.

so goodnight.<3.

sleep tight.

Sachen zu heute machen:

• rhyme in German...check.
• 
• starbucks
• beat nick in ddr{shouldn't be too hard..hah.......im a hustla bayyybay lol what if i just started singing that outloud right now?}
• watch something often. i am thinking of perhaps sex and the city, gardenstate, or something else that is good like aquateen or such.
• figure out how to do something cool on photoshop so i can make my illustration for english due next week reallly rad. perhaps nick can assist. yes.
• repeat number two.
• read atleast 10 pages of the poisonwood bible before i fall asleep tonight

hah i saw that you could make bullets so i decided to make a list.

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so i almost attempted an entry this morning.  but i stopped because i did not feel like reading such an entry later and being like bleh julie being stupid.

so i went downstairs and i ate soup and watched It's a Wonderful Life because no one would with me so i was just like fine i'll watch it by myself.  and it was great.  and im glad i was by myself because it gave me a chance to think and stuff.  i want what George Bailey has.  i want that happy ending.  that happy ending that doesnt seem like a happy ending at first {because you are so preoccupied thinking about other things}, but then you see what everyone would be like without you and you realize that you love everyone and everything around you. and maybe i already have that, but i just cant see it until you show me</font>.

i dont want to be insecure anymore.  i want to be selfish for once, without feeling badly about it.  but maybe i already have without realizing it.

i am lucky and from now on i will be thankful for what i have and not read so far into things.

i will take today as a lesson of that.

i am not sure how to start this entry.  but that isn't really new.

it's amazing how far you can come in just a few months.  most of my other entries are private.  because that isnt who i am anymore and i couldnt just delete them.  i know that these words will get washed away too one day, just like everything else, because i will develop and things will change.  but for right now, this very second, i am happy.  finally.

christmas as come and gone in the batter of an eyelash.  nick is amazing.  tomorrow will be a new start.  2005.  i don't want to go.  i want to stay like this forever.  because i know what is coming, i always do.  just let me sleep a little longer.  "December, approaching the year's darkest night, and the only way out of the dream is down and through it."

this is my heart.

i hope youll never forget me, and i hope i'll never forget me.

im listening to old taking back sunday because one of their lyrics {i need you defenseless, dependent and alone} has been stuck in my head.

i want to see Garden State with my boyfriend.  i like saying that.  my boyfriend.  <333.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so happy. haha.

hmm...i completely forgot about this 'journal'.  i remember how i used to feel.  and i laugh, because now it's all different.

<3juliehope.